I can't seem to shake this really sad feeling I've had for the last few days. There's no real reason for it, not one that I can think of at least. I just feel horrible ( Read more... )

Life is ok right now and yet I keep getting these amazing waves of sadness. Out of nowhere I just crash and suddenly want to cry. I don't cry of course. I don't often cry ( Read more... )

I’m working my way into an anxiety attack. It’s like a tornado far enough in the distance that all I can feel is an irritating breeze at my back. I know its coming to consume me and I want to cry. To scream and hide. To run and die. I’m sitting here now and my hands are shaking.

I want to run-keep me still.
I want to swim-keep me dry.
I want to fly-keep me down.
I want to scream-keep me silent.
I want to love-keep me hurt.
I want to laugh-keep me sad.
I want to be free-keep me scared.
I want to live.
I want to live.
I want to live-Help me die.